Today didn’t go as planned. I had many things on my mind that took my focus. So when my mind is all over the place I usually do something with Justin. He’s not here at the moment so I’ll just sit in his room. He doesn’t know this but when he travels to see his dad I sleep in his room until he comes home. I guess it’s my way to express that I miss him. When people ask if I miss him when he’s gone. I put up a front and act like I don’t but I do. He’s the one person I continue to be and do better for.